emotional..

Ive had a really good day today , went to lunch with ross, chris and his mum :) I was really nervous but she was really nice and funny :D Then we went shopping and watched Yogi bear. Im having one of those emotional days today. And atm I just feel like a i cba with anyone, im feeling really paranoid today, and something happened earlier hasnt helped but i think i made too much of a big deal and regret it now. From now on im just going to be there for my family and Ross, because i feel like i try and try and be there for people, but no one is ever there when i need them the most :/ I probz wont feeel like this in the morning, i hate this feeling tbh :( Towards the end of the day i was being quite off with ross which i regret because now i miss him and dont know when im going to next get to see him :( Its hard having the feeling off saying goodbye at the end of the day knowing it could be up to a week where i could next see him. Cant wait till im older and free to do what i want, i feel like such a child today :(