been a while

havent been on here in a while..
have so much coursework!! :(
let all my emotions out today to my mamma, felt so good, i love her <3

overall mood: content

overall mood..

I decided from now on at the end of each blog i am going to put my overall mood :) Had a nice day down my bamps celebrating Tyrells birthday <3 But my bamps and nan could tell something was up with me :/ Im letting something really small and stupid get to me but i cant help thinking about it :( My mum keeps asking whats wrong, but I can't tell her , like one of the only things i can't :/ Having a drink with her later to get my mind of things , aww i love her <3

Overall mood: confused, almost paranoid

CUPCAKES

Ohh how could i forget!! My mammma made some LUSH cupcakes, soo yuumy <3

Two G's In A Pod!! :D

Another lush day :) Had Ross round for a bit today, can't put this on facebook so its nice to say on here :) It was nice because it made me think what it would be like if we lived together <3 We then went into town shopping and he treated me to Nando's! I feel spoilt [a] Love how little things make your day, we were walking through town + i felt a right mess and he turned around and said " your just absolutely beautiful" and it gave me butterflies and make me feel all weird ( good weird ) like when we were first going out :P Then he bought despicable me and we went back to mine and watched it with my mum dad and brother :D Oh and i saw my uncle in town who is the same age as me who i havent seen since i was 5! :S So that was weird for me I hope i see him soon again. Looking forward and nervous at the same time to meeting Chris's mum on Thursday :D xx Oh and haha a new phrase i leant from Ross which i love! LIKE 2 G'S IN A POD HAHA xD

:)

Had a text from Wendy saying to have a nice night which i thought was really nice :) Also had one from my mamma <3 Just watched ANTM with Alika, Caitlin and Charile :) Cant believe she went! :( now watching glee,, i actually like it tbh! its not that bad haha :D 

summer!

SUMMER SUMMER SUMMER! <3
Im in one of those moods where i cant stop thinking about summer!!! I cant wait!
Im going to America with the school, Coming back then going to Portugal, With Jamal ( my brother ) mum and dad :) <3
Then from both those holidays coming back and having no stress of exams!! I really really really cannot wait!! (L)

another thing i would like to happen...

        This summer i want to go on a picnic with ross :) fair do's he did tell me before he planned a surprise one for our half a year anniversary ;D But it rained :( I loved the fact that he thought of it because as well as the walking on the beach at dark thing, I've always wanted to have a surprise picnic, i find them so romantic! Im not one of those girls who is like money, restaurants blah blah. I mean i love nando's but i recon, romantic stroll on beach or through park with chippy is just as lush!! <3 I suppose thats just the way my parents are and how ive been brought up which is good! (L)

film..

no longer watching the film with my mum tonight as shes tired. I told her to go to bed because i could see she's not well,, kinda gutted as i was looking forward to it but we're going to watch it tuesday instead now. Waiting for ross to finish work, speak to him then off to bed i think.

lush day!

I had a lovely day today! Went up Ross's house at 12 , saw him for a while before he had work at 3. He looks very sexy in his work clothes! :P It sounds stupid but it was upsetting watching him go to work because i wanted to just cuddle him all day. We were saying how lush it would be if he came back from work and i was waiting because i could sleep :) After he went to work I played  frustration with his nan, mum, and Cindi. We then had another game later with Ben :) I won both times muhhaha!! :D Aww i love his family and i love how i can just be myself also how Chris ( his dad) just picks on me, in a funny way of course! Shows how he knows me as all the men in my family do the same!!. Funnyest thing ever playing boy,girl,fruit , flower and wendy goes lemon meringue pie, i mean why not just put lemon? i couldnt stop giggling !! :L Hopefully get to see him tomorrow :) Looking forward to watching case 39 with my mum later! <3

today..

Today was a really good start to half term! :) I went to noodle box with Caitlin, then met up with Alika, Katy and Tia and watched King's speech, not going to lie i really didn't want to watch it. But it was amazing!  I will be buying it as soon as it comes out <3 Sounds stupid but even though i saw Ross last night, i really miss him and feel like i havent seen him in ages :p I feel bad that i can't make it to Michael's birthday meal tomorrow as im going to see my bampy because i havent seen him in weeks, but i shall text Wendy to wish him a happy birthday :D Speaking of which me and mum would like to take Wendy to Nando's for her birthday, she is going to text me and let me know as work is busy atm. Dreading the amount of coursework that needs to be done :( Business, P.e , Art, Drama,English,, too much work! :'( . Im so tired, trying to stay up till ross finishes work though, hopefully it won't be at 12, i get so annoyed with myself, i stay up then as soon as he replys to the text i fall asleep , hopefully he will ring me :D and that will wake me up if im sleeping :( :L x