emotional..

Ive had a really good day today , went to lunch with ross, chris and his mum :) I was really nervous but she was really nice and funny :D Then we went shopping and watched Yogi bear. Im having one of those emotional days today. And atm I just feel like a i cba with anyone, im feeling really paranoid today, and something happened earlier hasnt helped but i think i made too much of a big deal and regret it now. From now on im just going to be there for my family and Ross, because i feel like i try and try and be there for people, but no one is ever there when i need them the most :/ I probz wont feeel like this in the morning, i hate this feeling tbh :( Towards the end of the day i was being quite off with ross which i regret because now i miss him and dont know when im going to next get to see him :( Its hard having the feeling off saying goodbye at the end of the day knowing it could be up to a week where i could next see him. Cant wait till im older and free to do what i want, i feel like such a child today :(

shattered..

Im really tired and i shouldn't be,, all ive done today is coursework, which isnt that tiring as im just sitting. Going to have a shower then straighten my hair and watch a film i think :) Looking forward to tomorrow meeting Chris's mum, but actually really nervous at the same time :P I need a new phone :( It wont let me use any of my minutes its so annoying ¬_¬

Two G's In A Pod!! :D

Another lush day :) Had Ross round for a bit today, can't put this on facebook so its nice to say on here :) It was nice because it made me think what it would be like if we lived together <3 We then went into town shopping and he treated me to Nando's! I feel spoilt [a] Love how little things make your day, we were walking through town + i felt a right mess and he turned around and said " your just absolutely beautiful" and it gave me butterflies and make me feel all weird ( good weird ) like when we were first going out :P Then he bought despicable me and we went back to mine and watched it with my mum dad and brother :D Oh and i saw my uncle in town who is the same age as me who i havent seen since i was 5! :S So that was weird for me I hope i see him soon again. Looking forward and nervous at the same time to meeting Chris's mum on Thursday :D xx Oh and haha a new phrase i leant from Ross which i love! LIKE 2 G'S IN A POD HAHA xD

lush day!

I had a lovely day today! Went up Ross's house at 12 , saw him for a while before he had work at 3. He looks very sexy in his work clothes! :P It sounds stupid but it was upsetting watching him go to work because i wanted to just cuddle him all day. We were saying how lush it would be if he came back from work and i was waiting because i could sleep :) After he went to work I played  frustration with his nan, mum, and Cindi. We then had another game later with Ben :) I won both times muhhaha!! :D Aww i love his family and i love how i can just be myself also how Chris ( his dad) just picks on me, in a funny way of course! Shows how he knows me as all the men in my family do the same!!. Funnyest thing ever playing boy,girl,fruit , flower and wendy goes lemon meringue pie, i mean why not just put lemon? i couldnt stop giggling !! :L Hopefully get to see him tomorrow :) Looking forward to watching case 39 with my mum later! <3