overall mood..

I decided from now on at the end of each blog i am going to put my overall mood :) Had a nice day down my bamps celebrating Tyrells birthday <3 But my bamps and nan could tell something was up with me :/ Im letting something really small and stupid get to me but i cant help thinking about it :( My mum keeps asking whats wrong, but I can't tell her , like one of the only things i can't :/ Having a drink with her later to get my mind of things , aww i love her <3

Overall mood: confused, almost paranoid

:)

had a really good day today. went up my bamps and had a lush day with the fam :) then went home and had an idian with ma mum, dad and bro :) had some malibu and juice just now, not a good mix with curry, feel really sick now :( waiting for celebrity juice now then bed! seeing ross tomorrow, going up his for lunch, but he has work at 3 :( but some time is better than nothing <3

today..

Today was a really good start to half term! :) I went to noodle box with Caitlin, then met up with Alika, Katy and Tia and watched King's speech, not going to lie i really didn't want to watch it. But it was amazing!  I will be buying it as soon as it comes out <3 Sounds stupid but even though i saw Ross last night, i really miss him and feel like i havent seen him in ages :p I feel bad that i can't make it to Michael's birthday meal tomorrow as im going to see my bampy because i havent seen him in weeks, but i shall text Wendy to wish him a happy birthday :D Speaking of which me and mum would like to take Wendy to Nando's for her birthday, she is going to text me and let me know as work is busy atm. Dreading the amount of coursework that needs to be done :( Business, P.e , Art, Drama,English,, too much work! :'( . Im so tired, trying to stay up till ross finishes work though, hopefully it won't be at 12, i get so annoyed with myself, i stay up then as soon as he replys to the text i fall asleep , hopefully he will ring me :D and that will wake me up if im sleeping :( :L x